Rose Garden

In Memory of babies who left us too soon.
We will forever feel your presence and love you always

Please click here to contact us if you wish to list your baby
Please include your loss date, and your baby's diagnosis, as that is how we organize memorials.

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Our Babies, 2003

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Lucy Moore

3 January, 2003 ~ 20 Weeks
Exomphalos

Our little girl, only 20 weeks old. We let you go because we love you, we had no choice. You have a baby brother Alex and I will make sure he knows all about you. He is already trying to say your name. We love you sweetheart.
(I miss you you my darling Lucy, I think of you every day, and the pain doesn't seem to ever go away. I would give anything to hold you in my arms again ~ Mummy x)

Lots of love,
Mummy, Daddy and Alex xxx

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Mathew Riley

January 7, 2003, 6:54am ~ 21 weeks
Anencephaly

To our sweet baby boy, you were in our arms briefly but have touched our lives forever. We miss you so much. We know you are a guardian angel for your brother and sisters, they will always know that they have a big brother and he was loved very much. "Lord, I wanted to hold my little boy on my lap and tell him about You. But since I never had that chance, will You please hold him on Your lap and tell him about me?"

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Nicholas, Hannah & your baby sister Julianna

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Felka

January 10, 2003 ~ 21 weeks
Trisomy 21

We let the angels come and take you as they had a special place for you in heaven, just as you will always have a special place in our hearts.

With regrets for what could never be, Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Jake.

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Sweet Baby Girl

January 15, 2003 ~ 18 weeks
Turner Syndrome, cystic hygroma, hydrops

We love you sweetie, and miss you everyday. You will always be a part of our family, Madeline's "brothersister" and our second daughter. We are so sad you had to go, and we hope you are at peace now. It is so unfair that we cannot hold you in our arms, but we hold you in our hearts forever.

Until we meet again, all our Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Madeline and your grandparents

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Madison Alexis

January 17, 2003
Meckel Gruber Syndrome

Little baby Madison was born one day. Yet we'll never hear you cry, or laugh, or play. For some reason the Lord took you away. We'll never get to watch you grow. But you're in Heaven this we know. We love you so much cutie.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

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Tristan Anastas

Born to heaven on 1-17-03 ~ 21.5 weeks Triploidy and other serious anomalies

My third born son, ironically you were due on Memorial Day. Your father and I wanted to meet you and hold you, but most of all we wanted to protect you. Your big brothers Noah and Asher wanted to play with you so badly. They asked me when I told them you had gone to heaven; if heaven had playgrounds and lots of toys for you to play with. They wanted to make sure that heaven was good enough for you. I know this earth with all its technology would not keep you from suffering, so we chose to let you go be with your brothers and sister (previous miscarriages) We all love you, we chose your name very carefully: Tristan means bold and Anastas means resurrection (just in case you can come back later to see us)

Love,
Your Mother, Father, and 2 big brothers

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Ethan William

January 27,2003 9:43pm ~ 23 weeks
Trisomy 18, heart defect (only had 3 chambers)

It has only been a week since I saw your sweet face. Letting you go was the hardest choice Daddy and I had to make. I hope you know how much we love you and wanted you so. You were the baby we prayed for, and the baby we had to let go. We are blessed to have had you for the short while we did. Words cannot describe the emptiness we feel, yet at the same time, the comfort we have of knowing that you will never suffer and you're in a better place. So be peaceful, my sweet angel, and until we meet again, we will play in my dreams. I will hold you in my heart forever. We love you sweet angel Ethan!

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Big sissy Ashley and big brother Nicholas XXXXOOOO

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Lily Grace

Born to heaven January 30, 2003
Trisomy 9, Dandy Walker Anomality and cogenital heart defects

My little one, I love you so much and I wanted you more than anything. I went to everyone I could but no one gave us hope. I didn't want you to suffer or live a life filled with pain, so we released you back to God. Now you are perfect in every way.

We love you and miss you very much,
Mommy and Daddy

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Baby Emily

Released to God January 30, 2003
Potter's Syndrome

No words can express how we feel about losing you.We love you very much. You will always be a part of our lives and we will never forget you. You are in our hearts and prayers.

Forever loved by your Mom and Dad

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Travis Dean

January 31, 2003
Trisomy 21

We will always remember you, love you and miss your presence. We know you are now in Heaven, wrapped in God's love and we hope that one day we will see you there.

We love you,
Mommy, Daddy, Ashleigh and Danielle

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Grace Marie

February 2, 2003 - 10:41 p.m. ~ 23 weeks
Severe hydrocephalus and other brain abnormalities

Oh, Grace your mommy and daddy loved and wanted you so much. You will always be our firstborn baby girl. We think about you every moment of every day. We will never forget your sweet, precious little face. The small amount of time we shared with you will never be forgotten. You are truly our little angel in heaven now. We long for the day we get to hold you again. We love and miss you very much.

Your Mommy and Daddy

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Annika Loraye

February 4, 2003
Trisomy 21

Our little angel. We love you and miss you terribly.

Your Mommy and Daddy

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Our First Baby Girl

February 6, 2003
Anencephaly

You were loved right from the beginning and for four-and-a-half months as you lived in inside me. We had so many hopes for you. We are sad that we never met you but your are in our hearts and minds daily.

We love you baby girl,
Mommy and Daddy

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Angelica

February 7, 2003 ~ 20 weeks
Severe Hydrocephaly

Angelica, you will always be remembered & loved.

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Kylie Elisabeth

February 7, 2003 9:10 pm 1 lb. 9 oz. - 11 inches

Faith Elisabeth

February 7, 2003 4:42 pm 5.5 oz. - 6 ¾ inches

Hope Elisabeth

February 7, 2003 4:06 pm 5.2 oz. - 7 ½ inches

Identical Triplets, Turner's Syndrome

It has only four days since we held you and my arms ache to hold you again. I see your precious faces and my heart breaks to touch you. Some people only dream of angels, we held ours in our arms. I will never forget you and I will carry you all with me everyday. We find comfort in knowing love is all you knew. We miss you dearly.

Love,
Your Mommy and Daddy

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Angelica Deann

February 7, 2003 - 11:15 p.m. ~ February 8, 2003 - 3:25 a.m. Potter's Syndrome

Parents: Dana and Mark Has a little sister, Kaila, born July 29, 2004

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Our Little Baby

February 14, 2003
Cystic Hygroma

If I could hold you I'd say I'm sorry for any pain you might have experienced, and tell you I love you and you will never be forgotten. Mommy, Daddy, and your two older brothers who were all waiting to see you. We will someday.

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Samantha

February 15, 2003
Polycystic kidney disease

You will always be a part of us and in our hearts forever.

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Sadie Ann

February 19, 2003 at 5:30pm Anencephaly and Rachischisis

How very softly you tiptoed into our world. Almost silently, only a moment you stayed. But what an imprint your footsteps have left upon our hearts. You will forever be missed

We love you.
Mommy, Daddy and big sis Isabel

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Alicia Renee

February 20, 2003 ~ 19 weeks
Anencephaly

Even thought we had a short time with you we will always cherish the time we were able to hold you and love you. You will never be forgotten and we will miss you till the day we are together again. With love that never ends.

Your family,
Daryl, Amy and Your big sister Desiree

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Baby Boy Tyler

February 20, 2003 ~ 20 weeks ~ 11oz, 11" Ring Chromosome 6, Dandy Walker Malformation & Heart Defects

We wanted you so much to be mommy and daddy to you. We will remember your little face and keep you in our hearts forever.

We love you Tyler

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Matthew

February 21, 2003 ~ 21 weeks
Spina Bifida and Arnold Chiari Malformation

We'll always treasure the 21 and a half weeks you spent with us. Please know that mommy, daddy and Megan love you so much. We wanted nothing more than to hold you in our arms, but now we're just going to have to wait a little longer. We love and miss you so much. A piece of our hearts went up to heaven with you. We will never forget you and we look forward to finally being able to hold you and kiss you.

With All of Our Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Megan

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Hunter Dowell Anderson

February 22, 2003 ~ 22 weeks
Trisomy 21 along with Echogentic Focus in the heart

"Hunter, we love and miss our precious baby boy." Mommy and Daddy will keep your hockey skates sharpened and your pucks ready to go when we meet you again on that ice rink in heaven. We are so sorry we will not be able to hold you in our arms in July, but know we hold you in our hearts every day.

Always in our hearts,
Mommy and Daddy Anderson

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Samantha Ann

February 25, 2003 at 5:02 a.m. ~ 21 weeks
Trisomy 21 & heart defect

Although we held you for only a brief moment in time, you have and will continue to touch our lives forever. You will forever be our daughter and your brother's sister. Your memory will live inside us until we see you again. We love you Samantha.

Mom, Dad and Big Brother

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Amy Grace

February 26, 2003 ~ 20.5 weeks
Trisomy 7q/13

Our beautiful angel, rest in your dreams, The love that we send you is more than it seems. And when you awaken, awaken in peace, And know that we held you while you were asleep.
Amy, we loved you and wanted you so much, but we couldn't make you suffer just for us. We will never forget the little girl who came into our lives silently and touched our hearts forever!

Love from Mummy, Daddy & Aden

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Baby Brooks

February 27, 2003 ~ 1lb. 7 oz 12 ½ inches long ~ 25 weeks
Anencephaly

Your mommy and daddy miss our Angel so very much! I could have held you in my arms for all eternity, but now I will have to wait. We cherish the time we were able to spend with you and will remember you forever.

With love always,
Your Mommy and Daddy

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Addison Olivia

March 2, 2003
Anencephaly

Some people only dream of angels ... but we held one in our arms. We may have only had 47 minutes with you but you will always hold a special place in our hearts.

We love you,
Daddy, Mommy, big brother Dalton, and big sister Reagan Faith

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Jaden Alexander

March 3, 2003 ~ 23 weeks, 5 days Trisomy 21

Not a day goes by that I don't long to see you and wish that your daddy and I didn't have to let you go. We were anxiously waiting on your arrival and making plans for you. I know that you are in God's care and I will see you again someday.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Big Brother

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Corey Taylor Williams

March 4th 2003

My precious baby, desperate times call for desperate measures. I am sorry things turned out the way they did. I am sorry you didn't get your chance to live. But you see, mommy wasn't healthy, and I couldn't have you. My head was very ill, so ill, that I couldn't have a baby. Maybe in another lifetime, I will have you. I love you so much. See you soon ...

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Mary Ellen

March 10, 2003
Severe Hydrocephalus and Trisomy 21

I held your fragile body in my arms today. And, I cried as I knew you could not stay. My heart shattered the moment they took you away. Time may ease the pain, but I know my heart will forever ache because I will forever love my little lost angel.

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Faith Elizabeth

March 14, 2003 ~ 17 weeks
Turner syndrome, cystic hygroma,and fetal hydrops

Sweet baby girl you were so very wanted. My heart aches for you every day. I know with time my heart won't hurt so much but I will always remember and cherish you.

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Amelia Lyle

March 21, 2003 ~ 20 weeks
Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

My first baby girl..
We were so shattered to have to say goodbye to you so soon.
Your Daddy and I loved you more than words can ever express.
I wish we had the chance to meet you, even if only once,
but now and forever always know my precious girl, my eyes adored you.

All our love always...
Mummy, Daddy and your two baby sisters, Sian & Elisa

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Little Angel Lewis

March 24, 2003
Trisomy 21

Goodbye little one. We loved you from the first moment I knew you were there, it breaks our hearts that we had to do this. We did not want you to suffer for one minute - it would have been too cruel for all of us. I will treasure your picture forever.

Love,
Mummy, Daddy, Rebecca, Olivia and big brother Daniel

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Angel Rose

March 25, 2003
Trisomy 18

You touched our lives for a short time, yet we know you are in our hearts forever. We feel you, We love you,
and we thank you.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy XOXO

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Gabriel Isaac

March 26, 2003 ~ 24 weeks
Anencephaly

Sweet Gabriel, Mommy and Daddy love and miss you. We look forward to holding you again in Heaven. We think of you everyday and love you with all of our hearts. You have changed our lives and we have been so blessed.

We love you,
Mommy and Daddy

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Olivia Grace

March 28, 2003 ~ 22weeks, 3 days
Trisomy 21

My sweet angel, Olivia: Although you have never felt my arms around you or my lips kissing your sweet neck, I hope you feel my love wrapped tightly around you in heaven. We love you so much and miss you terribly. There is not an hour that goes by that I dont think of you, my arms and body ache for you my dear Olivia. I know that Daddy and I will see you in heaven someday.

Love,
Momma and Daddy

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Chris and Jamie

April 3, 2003 ~ 11 weeks
Thoracopagus Conjoined Twins

We never got a chance to hold you, but we will always love you.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Lizzie

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Baby Girl Drescher

April 5, 2003
Trisomy 21

You will always be in my heart. I hope you are free to live in a healthy body. I love you always.

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Ashley Grace

April 9, 2003
Trisomy 18

My precious baby girl, I love you with all my heart and miss you terribly. I think about you every day and know that you are in Heaven above looking down on me, Daddy and your brother Ryan, born 6-2-2004. Sending you to Heaven was the hardest choice I have ever had to make, but I know in my heart it was the best thing for you. One day I will join you in Heaven and we will be together forever.

Love Forever,
Mommy

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Baby Jesse Anthony

April 11, 2003 - 5:01am ~ 26 weeks
Fragile X, Echo genetic focus

To my fatty boy almost 3 pounds and 15 inches, you're so cut,e you just look like you're sleeping. I wish I could just hold you forever. It was the most horrible day of my life when we made the choice. I kept thinking "why? This is not happening - how can I do this to this to my baby?" Then it was all so clear I had to do it for you. For that sweet baby inside me it was the right choice we made so you could be free. I gave up my heart, soul and sanity for you. I hope you understand. I dressed you at the mortuary and placed you in your coffin and kissed you all over and said, " I did it for you, Jesse." Jesse we will see you late. Until then, your Daddy and I will miss you every minute and think about our handsome son every day. You will never be replaced and never forgotten. I carry you with me everywhere I go. .

Love you more then you'll ever know,
Mom and Dad

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Nathaniel Adam

April 16, 2003 - 20 weeks
Hydrocephalus, Spina Bifida & Heart Defects
(heart located in the wrong place)

We loved you from the minute we found out you were with us. We looked forward to meeting you, loving you and protecting you. Although we never got to meet you, we loved you and did our best to protect you. A part of our hearts were taken with you on the day we had to let you go. There isn't a second that goes by that we don't think of you and long for your return. We know that you now feel no pain - just happiness & Love,
which is all we ever wanted for you. You have changed our lives and will live forever in our hearts.

Until we meet again - we love you so much!
Mommy, Daddy & your big sister (who was so looking forward to having you in her life) Adrianna

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Our Sweet Baby

April 17, 2003 at 1:10 PM at 16 weeks
Holoprosencephaly

Our dearest Angel, how long we tried and waited for your arrival. Although the day will never come when we can hold you in our arms you will always hold a very special place in our hearts. I can only believe that we made the right decision and that you are in a far better and happier place. We hope and pray that God will watch over you. Please watch over your brother Nicholas so that he may live a happy and healthy life. We love you so very much and will miss you more than words can say.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and brother Nicholas

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Chase Jacob

April 26, 2003
Unfuctional cystic kidneys

My precious son, you were so badly wanted. You big sister was so looking forward to your arrival. As we held you, we thought how sweet you looked. I as so sorry that this is how it had to be. I hope that it is wonderful wherever you are and I am glad that you never had to suffer for a minute. Go in peace, you will never be forgotten.

We love you very much,
Mommy, Daddy and Abby

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Arkin Dominic

Born in Heaven at 19 Weeks, April 28, 2003
Spina Bifida, Chiari Malformation, Kidney Failure, Hydrocephalus

I still miss the swoosh of your rolls in my tummy, the little kicks that were so strong despite you being so sick. I know you have no pain now that you are with the Lord in heaven, but we will always think of what could not be. We love you.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

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Baby Girl Hodgson

April 29, 2003
Turner's Syndrome

We all miss you and love you so much! Although we can't be with you, we know your Grandma will take good care of you!

All our Love,
Auntie Wuzz and Uncle Moose XOXOXO

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Sidney, Jr. May 2, 2003
Trisomy 18

You are thought of often and missed.

We love you always
Mommy and Daddy

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Our Precious Baby Boy "Rosebud"

May 3, 2003 ~ 21 weeks ~ EDD 9/16/03
Trisomy 21

Our sweet second son.....we love you SO much. Your spirit is healthy, bright, and whole as it should be ... what a shame that your physical body and mind in this realm would not have matched it. You deserve to be the perfect spirit that you are ...without pain, illness, suffering, and sadness. We look forward to that wonderful day in Heaven when we can be with you. "Our hearts still ache in sadness, and secret tears still flow, what it meant to lose you, no one will ever know"

Greatly loved and missed by Mommy, Daddy, and Big Brother Quinn

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Dominic

May 7, 2003 - 18 weeks
Trisomy 18

You had all 10 perfect little fingers and perfect little toes. You were tiny and perfect, and I hope to see you someday and hold you longer. I wish I had spent more time with you. Your daddy says he's sorry that he couldn't protect you, but that we know you are safe now. We love you,
Dominic.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister, Cassidy

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Aimee Grace

May 7, 2003 ~ 24 weeks
1 lb, 1 oz - 9 inches - Anencephaly

Our Precious Angel: Spread your wings my little one, And go where you must go, but please remember as you leave, your family loves you so. You are loved and missed very much. We think about you everyday. Lots of hugs & kisses to you in heaven. Keep watching over us, we know that you are.

With all our love,
Mommy, Daddy, Kayla & Erin

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Theresa Rose

May 11, 2003
Trisomy 21

Our little angel. We miss you very much. You will always be in our hearts.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy, and big sisters Mikhaila and Brittany

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Mya

May 13, 2003
Giant omphalocele

Mya, short for My Angel, I will always love you. You are my firstborn, my daughter, and my heart. I miss you terribly.

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Yasmine

May 15, 2003 ~ 23 weeks ~ 6.8 ounces, 8 ½ inches
Anencephaly

Forever in our hearts and dreams. We will love and think about you always.

Love,
Daddy, Mommy and Zoe

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Nathan Gordon

May 21, 2003, 1:05am Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome

You will always be our little angel. Mommy and Daddy can't wait for the day until we will meet again. You were our first child and you will never be replaced. You touched our hearts in more ways than you can ever imagine. We love you more than anything else in this entire world and will never forget the moment we saw our beautiful baby boy. We know that you are in a better place and will never have to feel any pain.

Love always and forever our little boy!
Mommy and Daddy

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Ashleigh Nicole

May 22, 2003
Hydrocephalus

Mommy and daddy's little Angel. I knew from the moment that I saw you that you were just too beautiful and too perfect for Earth. I think God wanted to keep you all for himself. I want you to know that Mommy and Daddy miss you so much. Although you are not here with us, you are never forgotten and always in our hearts. Some day we will be a family but until then, keep watching over us and wait until we can be together.

With all our love and prayers,
Mommy and Daddy

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Jailen Vashuan

May 21, 2003
Spina Bifida and Multiple Anomalies

Our precious baby boy how we miss you! I can never put into words the pain and anguish we felt and are still feeling having to make the toughest decision in our lives and return you to heaven. I will never be complete again till the day I can hold you in my arms. Your being will always be in our hearts, mind and soul. Please forgive us for having made this decision. Daddy and I only wanted a world for you that is happy and joyous never with any suffering and pain, this world would have only brought that. Although you never got to breath in the air that touched you on that day daddy and I breath, taste, touch, love and earn for you every single day. Jailen do you hear us when we talk to you? When we throw you kisses? When we pray for you? Have you seen mommy and Tio's tattoos with your name? I hope you like them. We just wanted to have you with us everywhere we go. Daddy is getting his next. Jailen We love you with every breath we take and every beat of our hearts, always know and feel that okay! Mommy and Daddy will one day be with you and we will all be the family we couldn't be here on earth.

Loving you for all eternity,
Mommy, Daddy, your brothers Jarret & Jarin and your sister Jaden

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Braelyn Nichole

May 27, 2003 ~ 22 weeks
Severe Dwarfism

My heart is heavy under the pain I bear, left with so little, yet so much to share. A tiny box holds all my memories of you, How do I go on, what can I do. The day you were born, I held you in my hand, as time slipped by like the hourglass full of sand. To soon your heart ceased to beat, your soul made the journey for God to meet. I've been told you have forgiven me, that you understand why I had to set you free. Please know, my tiny baby girl, that my love is true, as I wait for the day I will again hold you.

We love you in this life and beyond,
Mommy, Daddy, Brandon, Brianna, & Brittney

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Beth

June 5, 2003 at 10:35 a.m. ~ 265 grams, ~ 20 weeks
Trisomy 21

Our sweet little Beth, we miss you so much.We love you so much. We only held you for a brief time, but you will always be in our hearts and minds. Dear God, take care of our little one. May she never know pain and suffering, only the love she felt in my womb.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

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Isabelle Danielle

May 14 - June 5, 2003

An angel in the book of life wrote down my baby's birth. Then whispered as she closed it ... "Too beautiful for earth." You will walk with me for my entire life and are in my heart always.

Love,
Mommy

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Tara

June 12, 2003 - 17weeks, 1 day
Hydrocephalus and Spina Bifida

We never saw your smile, or guided your first steps.You never said a word, yet spoke to the very depths of our souls like a breeze that rustles the leaves in the trees and then is gone. We will always hear your heartbeat in the wind, and may you always feel our undying love...until we meet again, dearest baby girl.

Yours always and in all ways,
Mom and Dad

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"Tiny Girl"

June 13, 2003 at 19 weeks
Trisomy 18

We love and miss you more then you will ever know.

Hope for the future ... Love,
Mommy, Daddy and Rudy too

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Ray

June 13, 2003, 7.4 ounces, 8 inches ~ 24 weeks

With heavy hearts, and empty arms ...We set you free. The lessons of love you brought to our family has changed us forever. You had a purpose, and it was done! Thank you little Ray!

With all our Love,
Mom, Dad, and Danielle

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Olivia West

June 18, 2003 ~ 8:24 a.m.
Trisomy 21

Our beautiful angel, your mommy and daddy miss you so much. Words cannot explain the deepest pain that we feel in our hearts. Everyday we will think of you and pray that you are at peace and know that you are loved. Tears and heartache, how we wish you were here. How we desperately need you near. How selfish of me to want you in this place. You are at peace with no pain on your sweet little face. Mommy's heart is broken, pain without end. You are forever my angel, Daddy's little girl, our friend. We will see you again in another time another place. Your memory we will never erase. The sweetest thing I have ever known. Olivia with you I will never be alone.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

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Neve Parker

Jun 20, 2003 - 20 weeks
Triploidy

In our arms for such a brief time but in our hearts forever

Mummy, daddy and sister Lauren will miss you very much, but will think of you every day

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Baby B

Jun 25, 2003 ~ 18 weeks
Trisomy 12

We were looking forward to your arrival. We had pictured our life together, going to the zoo, the first time you played with the dog, your first day of school. We know that God had other plans for you, but we love and miss you everyday.

Love,
Mom and Dad

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Baby Laci

Jun 26, 2003 ~ 20 weeks
Turners syndrome, cystic hygroma

Our first miracle that God had other plans for, just know that Daddy and I loved you every second of every day and we will always remember you, the sunshine of our lives, the missing piece.We will hold you one day.

Love you always,
Mommy and Daddy

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Baby Christopher

Jun 26, 2003 ~ 23 weeks
T-13

Forever in our hearts

Love,
Mommy

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Murphy Jones

July 2, 2003 ~ 20 weeks and 4 days Trisomy 21

Hello Murphy, we are so sorry to be apart from you, but our desire to share our lives together was overcome by a desire to set you free to play in a world without pain or limitations. We hope you're riding the wind moving swift and free. Know that wherever you go you'll always be our loved baby boy.

Love,
Mom and Dad

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Matthew James

July 9, 2003 ~ 19 weeks
Trisomy 21

Our little angel we wanted you so much but God is with you now with grandma and grandpa. No words can explain how much we will miss you!

Till we meet in heaven,
Mom, Dad, Jessica, Drew

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Rachel Justine

July 14, 2003 ~ 21 weeks ~ 13.8 oz., 8.75 in.
Trisomy 21

I will honor you by being more compassionate and more loving. Until we meet again, you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Love,
Mom and Dad

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Persephone

July 15, 2003
Cystic Hygroma, Hydrops & Turner Syndrome

Under God's arm you stand keeping watch over us. We ache to see you again. A selfish tear from your parents who love and miss you so much.

Love,
Mom and Dad

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Baby Alex

July 15, 2003 ~ 18 weeks
Trisomy 18 - Edwards Syndrome

The most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart. Not a day goes by when we don't think of you and remember your sweet innocent face. We will meet you again one day.

Love,
Mummy and Daddy and big sister Ellee

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Zoe

July 31, 2003
Trisomy 21

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Michael Scott

August 2, 2003 ~ 22 weeks
Intrauterine Growth Restriction

I am so sad that you are gone, but so happy that I was able to give birth to you and hold you.Your daddy is so proud of you too, and so very sad. Your brother and sister miss you and can't wait to play again with you when they meet you in heaven. I will never hear you cry, or see you throw a ball. I hope you can still feel the love I had for you in my womb as you grew and moved. I miss that so. I am selfish that way, but I will again one day hold you and so will daddy. Tears roll down my face and I long to kiss you and hold you once more, but you are happy and healthy now. You are always in our hearts and prayers. We miss you so much.

All our Love,
Mommy, Daddy, brother and sister

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Sofia

August 3, 2003 ~ 6:44am - 9 oz., 10 inches

We miss you soo much and wish you were here with us. When I held you in my arms, I couldn't believe how beautiful and perfect you looked. You are our baby girl and always will be. One day we will be together again ... until then, just know that your father and I love you with all our hearts and will never forget you.

Always and forever,
Your Mommy and Daddy

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Olivia

August 8, 2003 ~ 18 weeks
Trisomy 21

Baby girl Olivia – you will be forever in our hearts.

We love you dearly,
Mommy and Daddy

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Cecilia Miriam Browne

August 8, 2003 ~ 21 weeks
Multiple birth defects: severe hydrocephalus, intrauterine growth restriction, VSD

We loved you from the minute we found out we were pregnant, we wished for you long before, we will never forget you.You will be in our hearts forever, sweet baby Cecilia.

Remembered by
Mommy & Daddy, Nanna & Pop, Grandma & Vovo, Uncle JJ, Aunt Sarah & Uncle Chal, & cousin Olivia

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Our Sweet Baby Girl

August 15, 2003 ~ 18 weeks
Encephalocele with Hydrocephalus

I miss you sweet angel. You will forever be in my thoughts and prayers. I know you are in a place that will never cause you pain or suffering, and for that I will always be grateful.

Love,
your Mom and Dad

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Angel Alexander

August 15, 2003 ~ 7:50am ~ 22 weeks
Ventriculomegaly along with other severe anomalies

Our Dearest Angel: Our arms ache to hold you and hug you. We think of you everyday and miss you dearly, but we know you are at peace and in a better place. You are forever a part of this family and will forever be in our hearts. We love you more than words can say.

Until we see you again, love you always,
Mama, Papi, and big brothers Tonio and Jordy

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Raymond Edward

August 19, 2003
Trisomy 18

Although you are not with us, you are always in our hearts. You have touched our lives in a special way. Your big sister Alexis misses you, she will always be reminded of her baby brother that flies through the heavens. We'll never understand why this happened, but we hope you know that our decision was made in your own best interest. Until we meet again, please know that you are always with us, and never forgotten.

Love Always and Forever,
Mommy, Daddy and Alexis

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Sweet Baby Rose

August 21, 2003 ~ 2:30am ~ 13oz. 9 inches 23 weeks
Trisomy 18

Our Dearest Little Rose, when you first showed yourself to us in the form of those double purple lines, we were purely in shock, followed by elation and guarded optimism. After five months of wonder and awe we were put into shock again, except at the opposite end of the elation spectrum. We wanted you so badly, more than anything. But even more than that, we didn't want you to suffer. We loved you so much but we knew we had to let you go. We’re so sorry sweetie, that nature didn't provide you with the goods to live the life you deserved. You were so wanted and so loved.

We miss you and love you so much. XOXOXO
Mommy and Daddy

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Mary Elizabeth

August 21, 2003 ~ 20 weeks
Multiple Anomalies

My dear Sweet Mary, we were so sorry for the choice we were forced to make, but when the doctors told us about all you would not be able to over come we felt it was best for you. My heart breaks when I think of what could have been. We have sent you messages a few times since you left us. We hope you know how much we love you and wish you were with us. What would have been your first birthday will soon be here and there will be no little face covered in cake around here. Please know our little angel, you will never be forgotten. You will always be a part of us. I know you are being well looked after where you are. One day we will all be together again.

All Our Love,
Mommy, Daddy & Gwen

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Joseph Michael

August 21, 2003 - 6:20am ~ 21 weeks
47XYY Syndrome

There is not an hour of the day that goes by that you are not in our thoughts ... Joseph, we love and miss you so much, and know that you are at peace. When we came home from the hospital and the Northern lights were dancing all over the sky, we knew that you were watching us and that you knew how much we love you. You looked so much like your daddy, that we can clearly see you in our memory always! You will always be our beautiful baby boy. You will always be in our hearts.

With all our Love,
your Mommy and Daddy

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Natalie Jayne

23/08/2003
Severe Hydrops / Cystic Hygroma

We know angels are real, because we have one of our own. We can't hold you in our arms but we hold you safe in our hearts. Thank you for sending us your baby sister.

xxxxx, Love you,
Mummy, Daddy, big sister Charlotte and baby sister Jessica

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Cayden Machado

August 28, 2003
Thrombocytopenia

We wanted you so badly, no words could express, the feelings we had for you, our heartfelt happiness. But know this my dear son, we will never say goodbye. No matter how many tears we shed, no matter how many times we cry. We will love you for eternity, in our hearts a special place. For each day we wake up, we will always see your beautiful face. We love you and miss you Cayden and in our hearts you are and forever will remain. My Beautiful Boy ...

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and sister Breana

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Elizabeth Rose

August 26, 2003
Trisomy 18

This was the hardest decision that we have ever had to make baby girl. Oh how much we wanted you. I dreamed of the things that we would do together those things that only a mother and daughter could do.You were the little girl I had always dreamed of. I was dreaming of all the little dresses that you would were and the bows in your hair. When we were given the heartbreaking news of the problems that you would face we had to make a decision. We decided that we didn't want to see you suffer. You were so tiny and so precious. It was so hard to believe that there was anything wrong with you. I hope you know how much we love you and we miss you.

With heartfelt, everlasting love,
Mommy, Daddy, Steven, Bryant and Jacob

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Joshua Emmanuel

August 26, 2003 at 12:15am, 20 weeks
Hydrocephalus & many other anomalies

At first I was afraid to hold your tiny little body in my hands, but I knew in my heart that I would have regretted that decision for the rest of my life. I am very blessed to have seen your beautiful face, and to have held your precious little body in my hands, even if it was only for seconds. I can't put into words what I am going through or how I am feeling, all I know is that I love and miss you. My baby boy, you will always have a special place in my heart and soul. The one thing that is helping me cope day to day is the fact that I know I will see, hold and kiss you again. Until then I love you Josh.

My eternal love,
Mommy!

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Rylan Mattison Allen

August 30, 2003
Due February 1, 2004
Anencephaly

Not a day goes by that we don't think of you. You were our first son, our first child, our everything. In just a short time you made such an impression on our souls. The four months I spent with you were the happiest of my life. Please know that we did what we felt was best. We took the pain so that you didn't have to. We love you til the end of time and know that one day we will hold you in our arms. "Always in our minds, forever in our hearts."

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

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Austin Scott

September 3, 2003
Brain and Kidney Abnormalities

To my little sweet prince, even though I never got to see you or hold you, I miss you and love you with all my heart. I think about you everyday. I think now I understand why you came into my life and I will always be grateful. I hope you understand why I had to let you go. Until we meet again, please watch over us, especially your brother and sister. They wanted you for their brother here on earth so badly!

Love and hugs,
Mommy

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Ana Maria

September 4, 2003 ~ 28 weeks, 2lbs Agenesis of the corpus collosum, colpocephaly, cerebellar hipoplasia

We love you with all our hearts. We just couldn't see you suffer. We will always miss you.

Until we meet again,
Mom, Dad and your two Sisters

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Sweet Baby Boy

September 4, 2003 - 16 weeks
Trisomy 21 and Severe Fetal Hydrops

Sweet Little Guy, we are so sorry that we never got to hold you or see you. So sorry that you never had the chance to do all the things little boys do.You were our first baby and so wanted and loved. You will be forever missed.

We love you,
Mommy and Daddy

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Aidan Michael

September 5, 2003
Potter's Syndrome

Aidan, although we didn't get to hold you for as long as we would have liked to, we will hold you in our hearts forever. Please know that we think of you every moment of every day and dream of you every night. There aren't words to describe just how much we miss you and want to hold you, kiss you, snuggle you just one more time. But we know that in heaven, we will always have our little guardian angel.

Hugs and Kisses Forever,
Mom and Dad

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Samantha Jean

September 10, 2003 - 1.0 lbs., 12 in., 22 weeks
Trisomy 13

Forever in our hearts.

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Daniel James

September 11, 2003 ~ 26 ½ weeks, 2.48 lbs and 17 inches
Fryns syndrome Polycystic kidney disease, and Dandy Walker malformations

I made the decision to send you to God. I know you're up there helping him poor out the rain. I bet you already have your wings. I love you baby boy. I'll see you up there, sweet boy.

Love,
Your Mommy

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Angel

September 12, 2003, 1lb 3oz Thanatophoric dysplasia

We love you forever,
Mommy, Daddy, Ashley, Zachary, Grandma and Grandpa

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Our Twin Boys

September 18, 2003 - 21 weeks
Twin B- Ventriculomegaly & Intrauterine Growth Retardation
Twin A- No Known Anomalies

The pain of losing you both is still so hard for us to understand. Our decision was a difficult and agonizing one to make. We feel at peace knowing that one of you would be spared any future suffering, but devasted that the doctors could do nothing to safely save your twin brother. We find comfort in knowing that you boys are together in Heaven where angels belong. My heart will always ache for you and I will long for the day that I can be with you and finally hold you both in my arms.

With Everlasting Love,
Mommy, Daddy, Jordan & Sophia

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Baby Bobby

September 19, 2003 - 13 weeks
Anencephaly

Our angel, our first baby, you are deeply missed. The decision was such a heartbreaking choice. We had to let you go the other angels needed you so. You are forever in our hearts and minds and one day we will meet in heaven.

Love you always,
x Mummy and Daddy x

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Angel Cronin Messier

Born to heaven 9/22/03 ~ 17 weeks 5 days
Anencephaly

My Angel Baby - You are missed every moment of every day. You will continue to be missed and loved by Daddy, Joey and me. I know you will be in my heart forever. May you rest forever in peace in your Pa's arms. Even though we were never meant to hold you, we love you for eternity!

We love you "forever and a day,"
Mama, Daddy and Joey

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Our First Baby

September 22, 2003 ~ 20 weeks
Spina Bifida and Arnold Chiari Malformation

We loved you more than we ever knew possible, and it broke our hearts to let you go. We will love you and miss you always.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

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Katy Rose

September 23, 2003 ~ 21 weeks, 215 grams
Anencephaly

Born silently into the Lord's arms. Sweet Baby girl, our firstborn, forever in our hearts.

Love,
Mummy and Daddy

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Ethan Lee

September 24, 2003 ~ 5lbs.15oz.-17in
Hypoplastic lungs (Meckel-Gruber syndrome)

Sweet little Ethan, how we miss you so! Even though we only had you for such a short time, you touched so many of us you won't even know. As perfect as you were, we had to let you go! But you're with Jesus above, with your sweet little wings to help quide and protect all of us. Sweet little Ethan, we Love you so! You will never be forgotten.

Love always,
Mommy, Daddy, big brothers Jacob and Preston

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Madison Elizabeth

September 24, 2003, 9:05 a.m. ~ 1 lb, 12 inches
Severe Hydrocephalus and Spina bifida

"An Angel, in the Book of Life, wrote down my Baby's Birth. And Whispered as she closed the Book, 'Too Beautiful for Earth.'" Madison-you have touched our lives in a way no one else will ever know. Everyday we think of you, everyday we miss you. Eventually the day will come when we will finally be the family we were meant to be, to love time does not exist. Until then, know your memory lives on inside of us and you will never be forgotten. 'A star shining in the universe far away and we, we will be together some sweet day, and you, you are the flame that burns in my breast, I know that just my knowing you I was blessed, I was truly blessed.' Lord, I wanted to hold my little girl on my lap and tell her about You, since I will never have that chance, will you hold her on your lap and tell her about me?

We love and miss you so much. Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big sister Kayla

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Katy Rose

September 24, 2003
Anencephaly

Katy We never got to meet you but we want you to know that you are loved and missed. Love You.

Love,
Aunty Nic, Uncle Simey, cousins Ethan and Isaac

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Baby Smith

October 1, 2003
Severe Dwarfism and Heart Defect

Know you are always with us and our love for you grows each day. We miss you now and will miss you forever. We look forward to being with you someday in a better place.

Love,
Your Mom and Dad

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Joseph Brown

October 2, 2003
Full Trisomy 13

You are our angel forever. We think about you every day.

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Our Baby Angel

October 3, 2003 - 18 weeks
Trisomy 21

A much wanted baby here on earth, but needed more in heaven. Always remembered and loved, our little boy that we never got to know.

Love from Mummy, Daddy and your brother

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Isabelle Grace

October 3, 2003
HLHS

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Davey

October 4, 2003
Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus

We miss you very much every single day. Davey's Site

Love,
Mom and Dad

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Nathaniel

October 4, 2003 ~ 24 weeks
Trisomy 18

Never to see your smile or hear your joy and laughter, Never to walk or talk with you or share your hopes and dreams, You were spared the cruelty of our world to remain in your own world of eternal peace and tranquility, Remembered in our hearts and very souls forever. Sleep little man your struggle is at an end.

Love,
Mom and Dad

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Jenna Elizabeth

October 4, 2003
Turner Syndrome

Sweet, baby girl, Daddy and I are so sorry we had to make this decision. Always know that you were loved and wanted from the moment we knew we were expecting such a wonderful gift and will always love you. You were to be our first and always will be. I hope you heard the songs I sang to you the last hour before you went to be with Jesus. Whenever I sing a lullaby to your brothers or sisters, I will think of you, my precious angel. I pray that you are in your Grandma Marie's arms and that Grandpa Stanfield holds your hand when you cross the streets of Heaven. We love you and will never forget you.

Love,
Your Mommy and Daddy

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Nathaniel Malachi Pearce Webb

October 4, 2003

Trisomy 18

When we are weary and in need of strength
When we are lost and sick of heart
We remember him

When we have a joy we crave to share
When we have decisions that are difficult to make
We remember him

At the rising of the sun and at its setting
We remember him

As long as we live, he too will live
For he is now a part of us
As we remember him

Love always
mummy and daddy and your two little brothers Kameron and Roman

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Ella

October 14, 2003 at 1:15am - 140 grams, 19 weeks
Trisomy 21, Severe fetal hydrops

"The Morning Glory that blooms for an hour, differs not at heart from the Mighty Pine that lives for a thousand years." ~Author Unknown
Ella, We miss you every day and wish so much that you were here with us on earth. We cherish the memory of the "beautiful fairy" who was part of our lives for 19 weeks and four days. Someday we will meet again.

All our love forever,
Mummy, Daddy and Big Brother Bryn

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Camden Quinn

October 14, 2003
Trisomy 21

To our little angel, you are forever in our thoughts and prayers, we miss you more and more everyday. You were only in our lives for a short time, but have changed us forever. I know that someday I will see you again, for now I will see you in my dreams.

Love Always,
Mom and Dad

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Faith Nicole

October 15, 2003 ~ 15.6 oz 9 ½ inches
Thanatophoric Dysplasia

Baby Faith, We miss you and love you so very much. You are in our thoughts and prayers every day. We wanted you to be with us more than anything, but we know that you are safe and happy with all of the other little angels. You will be in our hearts forever.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and sister Hailey

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Francis Friedrich

October 15, 2003
Multiple Fetal Anomalies

Even though you are gone, you are definitely not forgotten.You will remain in our hearts forever.

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Brianna Marie

October 19, 2003
Congenital heart defects

I wanted so much to have you here with me to hold you, and couldn't. However I knew that the best thing to do was give you back to God. For I couldn't bear the pain of seeing you hurt an distraught if you were born. I love you, you're an "angel."

Forever in Mommy's Heart

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Jaden Theresa

October 24, 2003 - 23 ½ weeks
Severe hydrocephalus, arnold chiari malformation, spina bifida

Not a single day goes by that we dont miss you, long to see you, hold you, and just love on you. You were so wanted by all of us, we just don't feel complete without you. For the short time that Daddy and I got to hold you in our arms we knew that you would have fit right in with your brother and all you sisters, you were the most beautiful, tiny, seemingly perfect baby. We will always cherish those few hours we had with you. I know you are in a better place now with no pain and lots of loved ones to guide you, but I wish that could be my job still. You will always be loved, cherished, and remembered. We miss you with all our hearts.

With all our love,
Mommy, Daddy, Alex, Katelin, Eibhlin, and Megan

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Alexa

October 31, 2003 - 18 weeks
T-21

Alexa, we never met, but we feel like we’ve known you forever. We are so sorry for not having the strength to keep you with us ... but you are and forever will be with us every day of the rest of our lives until we meet one day. You have given us gifts beyond words, which continue to ripple throughout our entire family. We promise you that we will always have you in our hearts and minds so we can honor your life each day. We ask for forgiveness from you and Our Lord You will always be our precious angel.

We Love You Chicky
Mommy, Daddy and Michael

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Plectrum

October 31, 2003 - 15 weeks
Megacystis

To our first baby - our little boy, thank you for giving us our innocence and dreams. We will never forget the joy you gave us in the short time we knew you.

Love always,
Mummy & Daddy xx

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Lucas

November 5, 2003
T-21

Tiny heart, tiny hands, tiny you, Lucas. A dream to be your mother. A dream to have you as my son, Running here and there, Finding happiness in every corner, Then taking a break to have vanilla ice-cream.

Now and always,
Your mother Cristina

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Karys Hope

November 6, 2003 ~ 21 weeks, 6 days
Genetic Heart Defect

You will always be sweet baby girl, little baby sister, beloved granddaughter. We will never understand why you could not be with us; I would have given you my heart if I could. We will always love you and cherish the time we shared, every movement I felt, every second of your life. You were so beautiful and special to so many people. Let Grammy take care of you now; she never got to hold your big sister, but she can hold you forever.

We love you,
Mommy, Daddy, Colton, Kayli, Nana and Papa

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Dalee

November 6, 2003
Trisomy 18

My sweet handsome little boy. I hope you know how much your mommy loves you. Our decision broke my heart. How I wish you could be here living a healthy life, laughing and playing with your big brother. I guess you were needed by the angels, but we miss you so much! Not a day has passed that you haven't been in my thoughts. Your little face will stay with me always! Be happy sweet Angel, you are in a Perfect Place.

Love you always,
Mommy, Daddy and your Big Brother

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Jessica Marie

November 12, 2003 ~ 20 weeks, 11oz, 10 inches
Multiple Birth Defects

I expected the bad news I really did I felt it in my heart I knew going in to this there would be a chance I would have to take, I took the chance and lost. Its been three days since I touched your little hand and kissed your head, and I have to tell you, I am all broken Jessica. You were so wanted little girl I am beyond words of how sad I am. Just know that I did it for you so nobody would laugh at you or hurt your feelings or stare at you ... you are the most beautiful little girl in my eyes, way too special for this world. So fly away my Baby, go to that place where you belong. I will stay and miss you every day and dream about you every night.

Love,
Mom

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Joseph Graeme

November 13, 2003 ~ 21 weeks
Holoprosencephaly

Our darling boy. Our angel. Words can simply not explain the way we feel about you. We wanted you so very much, you were our miracle baby, you gave us hope, love and joy. We feel so blessed to have met you and to have held your beautiful little hands and to have kissed your little head and body. You looked so much like your daddy! We wanted you to stay in our arms forever. We wanted to do everything for you, we wanted to make things o.k, however all that we could do for you sweet Joseph was love you and allow you to find peace. Away from any suffering or pain, safe in the arms of God. Our lives will never be the same although there is an overwhelming emptiness right now we also feel that you have given us so much. We love you and we know you are with your sibling "Baby Bu" in heaven. Thank you for coming into our lives Joseph and for being our special angel. Until we meet again we want you to know that you will always be part of our life, you will be in our hearts and thoughts everyday.

With much love and big kisses Mummy (Trudi) and Daddy (Peter) xxxxxxxxxx

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Charlotte Lily

November 14, 2003 ~ 22 weeks
Trisomy 18

How excited we were to learn of your presence. You were to be our first child and we couldn't wait to meet and love you with all our hearts. Then fate dealt us a cruel blow and we learnt that you were too precious for this earth and were desperately needed in heaven. Although it seemed unfair it was our wish that you need not suffer anymore. We feel and miss you everyday but take solace in knowing that you are the most beautiful angel in heaven. Please look out for us in giving you the brother or sister that we so long for. Loving you always,
forgetting you never.

Until we meet again,
Your mum (Narelle) & dad (Ricky) xxxx

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Baby Girl Olson

November 14, 2003 ~ 15 weeks, 3 days
Turner's Syndrome

Our Dearest Baby Girl, Mommy and Daddy were so excited when we found out that you were coming. We wanted you so very badly and dreamed of the day when we would hold you in our arms and all of the special and fun times we would have with you. When we learned that you were not well and would likely not make it, we realized what we had to do. We are so sorry, sweet baby girl, that you are not with us now, but we know that you are safe with your grandparents and great-grandparents. We love you and miss you more than words can say.

Love,
Mommy & Daddy

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William Jack

Earned his wings November 14, 2003 - 19 weeks
Severe Hydrocephalus

Dearest William, I think about you each and every day. I shall never forget your loving kiss and ache so much to see you again. I couldn't put you through a life of pain so had to let you go and play in the arms of Heaven. I love you sweetheart.

So many kisses,
Mummy, Zoe, Thomas and Alex xxxxxxxxxxxxx

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Baby Girl Olson

November 14, 2003
Turner's Syndrome

A person's a person no matter how small. - Dr. Suess. I love and miss you so much. You are never far from my thoughts, my sweet baby girl.

Love,
Mommy

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Danielle Maia

November 17, 2003 ~ 21 weeks
Spina bifida

We were so glad we got to hold you and see your pretty face. Holding your tiny little hands was a blessing. we'll never forget what you looked like and how beautiful you were. We can't wait to be with you again someday. We love you and you'll never be forgotten.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and big brother Nathaniel xoxoxo

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Madison Lynn

Born into heaven, November 19, 2003 ~ 20 weeks Spina bifida, Arnold Chiari Malformation and Hydrocephalus

Our precious Madison, not an hour passes that we don't shed a tear for you. From the moment we found out that I was pregnant we were so excited. With each new milestone you became more a part of our lives -- your heartbeat, the first kick in my belly, and the ultra sound that told us we would have a daughter. We had so many dreams for you and I can actually picture your beautiful face with your blonde curly hair and blue eyes. We have set you free to fulfill your dreams without the pain that you would have felt here in our world. Please forgive us and know that we wanted you more than anything in the world. You have touched our hearts in a way that we could never explain. We will always remember you and look forward to meeting you someday in heaven. Watch over us my precious little angel. We will forever miss and love you.

Love always,
Mommy, Daddy, and your big brother Hunter. xoxoxoxoxoxox

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Joshua

Born November 20, 2003 ~ 5.6oz. 7 ½ inches ~ 6:54am at 19 weeks
Anencephaly

We wanted to be a Mommy and Daddy to you so much. We will always remember you and love you. You will always be our firstborn baby boy. Looking forward to holding and kissing you again,

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

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Sweet Gabriel

November 20, 2003

You were so sick my baby girl, I am so sorry we didn't get to touch. I think about you everyday, and I will meet you one day. I love you very much, so much I couldn't see you suffer anymore. Thank you for your brother.

We love you,
Mommy, Daddy and your brother
(Thank you for your signs.)

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Baby Girl Karasik

November 22, 2003 ~ 20 weeks, 2 days
Trisomy 13

Dear pumpkin, it was so sweet having you for this short time. It is so hard to let you go. You are always our daughter and little sister.

Love you,
Mommy, Daddy, brother Michael

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Sally Jo

November 25, 2003
Trisomy 21 and Heart Defect

You were my second baby that was suppose to be with us! Even though we made this very hard decision, we believe you will be in the best hands you could ask for. I carried you for five months and loved and will love you forever in my heart! I love you.

Love,
Mommy, Daddy and your big sister M's

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Faith

November 25, 2003
Trisomy 13

Hope

July 1, 2004
Fetal Demise

We love you both very much. Please take care of each other in heaven. Forever you are in our thoughts ... and our hearts. I am sorry and miss you ...

xoxoxo
Mommy, Daddy and big brother Anthony

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Jessica Danielle

November 29, 2003 ~ 21 weeks, 6 days
Turner's Syndrome, Cystic Hygroma, Abnormal Heart

We love you always and forever. We are so sorry that you had to leave our lives so soon. Your mommy and daddy love and miss you very much. Remember us for we will never forget you and ever precious moment that we had to spent with you. You will forever be in our hearts thoughts and prayers.

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Jacob McLaughlin

November 29, 2003 ~ 22.5 weeks
Taussig-Bing Anomaly

Thank you for choosing us my angel. What a privilege to call you our son!

Love,
Mommy and Dadd

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Cameron Lorelei

November 30, 2003
Atrial Septal Ventricular Heart Defect & Bradycardia

You are a sweet little baby girl in heaven watching over me and your dad. We are so proud to be able to call you our daughter. Never for a moment think that we did not love or want you. My grief cannot be summed up by tears, depression or guilt. My words will never describe the love I have for you, the love I will never be able to give to you. The doctor told me the sad news that you had inherited my heart condition. He told me your first months would be spent fighting for life, and that your first years would consist of doctors and treatments. I didn't have to choose, God chose to spare you from your suffering and me from my descision. I lost you at 16.6 weeks of pregnancy. The life I had carried and bonded with was gone but the body I held in my hands was so tiny and perfect. If for one single moment I could have told you how much I loved you and how much I knew your dad would have loved you, I would have given anything to have that moment. I often sit and wonder what it was that I did wrong to deserve to lose something so precious. Please watch over your dad and keep him safe. And always remember and never forget that we love you and miss you so very very much. Rest in peace my beloved.

~Mommy

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Cooper James

December 3, 2003
Trisomy 21

My dear sweet baby boy,
I love you more than I could ever say. It breaks my heart that I had to let you go. I hope that you are in a better place where you are healthy and whole. I know that some day I will be able to kiss you and hold you close. Until then I will hold you in my heart.

Love,
Mommy

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Conner Patrick

December 5, 2003
Anencephaly

Connor, you are missed so much! Mommy and Daddy love you with all of our hearts and we miss you more every passing day. I know you are watching over us from heaven, and one day we will be able to hold you in our arms.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

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Lexi Mae Johnson

December 9, 2003 ~Due - June 22, 2004
Anencephaly

To our beautiful baby, please don't be angry with us.We love you from the bottom of our hearts, and that's why we sent you to Heaven so soon. We did not want you to have to suffer later on. We wanted you to enjoy Heaven with your brother, never knowing what pain is. We will never forget you or stop loving you. You will always be our first daughter. Please give Lane a kiss for us.

Love Always,
Mommy and Daddy

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Jack Thomas

December 12, 2003 ~ 20.5 weeks
Spina Bifida and Hydrocephaly

Our firstborn child, know that we will always love you and that you will forever be in Mommy and Daddy's hearts. May your days in heaven be filled with Love and Laughter. I will always cherish the 20 weeks we spent together ... I Love You Jack!

All of Our Love,
Mommy and Daddy

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Raam Partheepan

December 12, 2003, 23 weeks
Heart defect, only had three chambers

Letting you go was the hardest choice daddy and I had to make. I hope you know how much we love you and wanted you so. You were the baby we prayed for, and the baby we had to let go. We are blessed to have had you for the short while we did. Words cannot describe the emptiness we feel, yet, at the same time the comfort we have of knowing that you will never suffer and you're in a better place. So be peaceful, my son, and until we meet again, we will play in my dreams. I will hold you in my heart forever. We love you darling!

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

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Isaac Edward

December 16, 2003, 17.5 weeks
PROM

Isaac, We pray that you are with our family up in heaven and some day we will join you. We love you very much and not a day will go by that we won't think of you. You will always be in our hearts. Letting you go was the hardest decision we will ever make, however, we know that God had better plans for you and that the only other decision we could have made would have resulted in the same outcome, but with added suffering for you. Please look down on us and know that we love you.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

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Rose

December 17, 2003
Trisomy 18

My sweet little angel, I named you Rose because you were the prettiest thing that came into my life, and my heart will always go on with yours. I've waited so long for you to come into my life and so did your big brother Isaac (4 years old). He was so excited and could not wait to hold you. You were supposed to be born on 4/20/04. I cannot get your due date out of my head. I miss you so much. I know you are in a better place now, and I should be happy that you are not suffering anymore. You will always be in our hearts.

Love always,
Mommy, Daddy, and big brother Isaac

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Elizabeth Grace

December 19, 2003

I wanted our little girl more than words can say. I made the most difficult decision of my life to spare you pain and suffering. You are in heaven now, free from pain and one of God's special angels. Know that we love you with all of our heart, miss you more than words can express and can't wait to be with you for eternity. Until we meet again, you are in our heart and thoughts and will never be forgotten. Rest in peace my beautiful little girl.

All Our Love,
Mommy and Daddy

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Taylor Delaney

December 19, 2003 ~ 22 ½ weeks
Trisomy 18

Taylor was greeted in Heaven by her big sister Meghan Marie who also passed away in 2003 on February 7th due to Leukemia. We miss both girls and find comfort knowing that they are two beautiful angel sisters together in Heaven.

Love,
Mommy and Daddy

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Lachlan James

December 20, 2003 ~ 20 weeks, 4 days
Thanataphoric Dwarfism

Our precious Little Man, we miss you so much. We know you are up above watching over us. Please know how much you are loved, you will always be our first child. I can't wait to meet you one day. But until then, use those golden wings and fly free with all the other beautiful little angels. You were too perfect for this world. I feel peace in knowing that you knew nothing but our Love,
you never knew pain and for this I am so very grateful. I am finding it hard here without you, but we feel blessed for we have held an Angel in our arms. Thank you for choosing us ...

Until the times comes, all our love,
Lachie, Mummy & Daddy

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Mack Kirby

December 21, 2003 ~ 22 weeks gestation ~ 7 inches long, 9 ½ ounces
Anencephaly and Spina Bifida

We love you,
Mack. I want to talk to you everyday, but I can't bring myself to speak. It makes everything too real. I know you are safe, whole, and perfect with Jesus and I know I will see you one day.

Love,
Mama, Daddy and Brodie

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My Precious One

December 23, 2003
Neural Tube Defects

I will always love you My Precious One. I'm sorry this happened and one day I will see you in heaven. Please understand this was the hardest decision I have ever had to make. You are forever in my heart and thoughts. I love you.

Love,
Mommy

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Our baby whom I have named Sorrow in my heart

December 23, 2003 ~ 19 weeks
Fatal Anomalies

I miss you. I love you.

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Isla May

December 23, 2003
Tanaphoric Dysplasia

Our beautiful, precious baby girl. Know that Mummy and Daddy are in so much pain because we never wanted you to be. God obviously had different plans for you than what we did, but important ones all the same. I know your are here with us every minute of every day. Until we meet again angel, we love and miss you very much.

Mummy and Daddy XxX XxX

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Emily Grace

December 29, 2003
Trisomy 21 and Atrial Septal Ventricular Heart Defect

You are our precious little girl in Heaven with God watching over us and keeping us safe. You will never feel our loving touch but never for a moment believe we don't love you. We will take you with us through every step of our life. Our love for you doesn't have to be shown in tears, guilt or depression. Our love for you is in our hearts and will be always be there until we meet again. We formed a bond with you full of love and deep affection but then one day we were told the news we never wanted to hear and now your future life, has been tragically torn apart, happiness and joy is replaced with grief, and a pain that fills our hearts, we often sit and wonder what it was that we did wrong to be denied the life of our loving precious daughter. But the out come of it was, if you'd lived you’d suffer and so we decided that we had to let you go. We did what was best for you because we love you so, just remember it was your love that helped us set you free. Please forgive us for our decision. God Bless Our Little Girl.

We love you,
Mom, Dad and Morgan (your big sister)

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Vanessa

Sent to heaven on December 31, 2003
Anencephaly

Mommy's little girl, how I wanted to hold you in my arms for so long. I didn't even get to see your beautiful face. Please know that Daddy, your big brother, and I love you and always will. Someday I will get to see you and hold you up in Heaven.

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